What's a date?Don't know. I don't remember the last date I went on. Seriously, Enoch and I were trying to think of our last date, just him & I...couldn't remember. It's been at least 5 or 6 months :( We could fly anywhere we want for free with my husband's flying benefits, but he's on "probation" for the first 6 months of employment. Basically Delta makes sure you're not working there JUST for the benefits, that you're actually a good employee. Enoch, being a new employee, is at the bottom of the ladder. He gets crappy shifts and crappy days off. He can't call in sick, can't be late, can't be out of town if he's supposed to work, etc. so if they catch you and see in their system that you're out of town and you call in sick or miss your shift... you get fired. LAX is SOOOO STRICT. After his 6 months "probation" supposedly he'll be able to switch shifts, find replacements, etc. so that's in May. By that time we can travel for more than just his 2 days off a week. I CAN'T WAIT TILL MAY! We really wanna go to Hawaii, Jamaica, New York, Florida, Canada, etc. WE SOOO NEED A VACATION & SOME ALONE TIME!What would a workout be like by myself?
Or maybe to have the motivation to work out?The weather is great here, so I don't have THAT for an excuse. My i.pod touch was stolen, is that an excuse? What was life like when I could do laundry for "free"?Oh how I miss my AMAZING washer & dryer in our storage unit in Utah. Our apartment doesn't have washer & dryer hook-ups. We do have a washer & dryer in our complex, but it's a $1.50 a load and you can only put like 15 articles of clothing in it or else it won't even wash em and you paid for NOTHING!What was it like to sit through sacrament meeting and not have to go out because of loud children?We are in the hall EVERY Sunday! It's a joke. Any ideas/suggestions to keep them quiet, good during sacrament meeting? What was it like to not have my baby take a bottle?I don't know. I've tried. She STILL only nurses.What was it like to have my husband hold me with out kids hangin on me and trying to squeeze themselves between us?Not sure?? It happens EVERY TIME.What's it like to go to the bathroom or shower yourself?Oh, how I miss those days.


These pictures were my attempts today to try and take a picture of all 3 kids looking at me and smiling. haha FAIL. But I couldn't LOVE them more! I'm SOOO LUCKY to be blessed with these 3 little sweet hearts. I know I complain a lot that I hardly get anytime for myself or with just my husband, but it's okay. I need to get over it and find "joy in the journey" We chose this. I need to be more PATIENT with them. Jett & Bryton were outside eating popsicles earlier today and Bryton said to Jett, "Mom, is so freakin mean, what's her problem?" hahaha Enoch and I could hear their conversation through the window and were laughing our heads off.. but really I wanted to CRY! I SUCK. :(
"If life and its rushed pace and many stresses have made it difficult for you to feel like rejoicing, then perhaps now is a good time to refocus on what matters most."
-Dieter F. Uchtdorf